April 5 (monday): Azmei phoned me from Colchester this morning wondering where I was when she turned up to pick me up. I was in Holborn, London. She is playing awkward bitch through the roof, this time last week (last Tuesday) she decided to just not bother and leave me stranded. I'm being slowly let down and blown out as she chooses to not bother to reply to text messages or conversation resulting in shit like this happening. Ignorant. And always, I'm the one to blame.